Huge rant, not the nicest post I’ve ever done…
I know all those photos on weight loss blogs that say things like “Keep Going”, “You can do this!”, and “Don’t quit now” are meant to keep you on track with your diet, but they’re really inspiring me in other areas of my life as well. I’ve been going to cosmetology school for a year now and I have a little over 3 months until I graduate, and the new seniors on the floor have made my daily life slowly get worse and worse to the point where I’ve gone from my hyper manic stage to full blown depression. Yes I’m bi-polar, and yes I’ve had other changes in my life recently as well. But going to school everyday with such hypocritical, aannoying, self-obsessed, self-righteous, disgusting, rude, fake people who shove god down my throat while professing how perfect they are in their sin filled lives, who tell me I don’t know what I’m doing when it takes them three hours to do the exact thing I can do in twenty minutes, who constantly break the rules and then go tattle on the rest of us to the SCHOOL DIRECTOR, because they think they can do no wrong. I’m sorry if this doesn’t make sense anymore, or if it’s not “positive” so it’s making people mad, but I need to get this out there to whoever may care. I may not be perfect, but I dont claim I am. I may not be respectful all the time, but I was in the fucking Marine Corps bitch, I know what fucking respect means. I may not be nice to you, but I’m tired of going to a secular school and getting religion shoved down my throat from a goddamn hypocritical lesbian who according to every bible I’ve ever laid MY eyes on is living in sin daily. I’m going to school to get my fucking cosmetology license and get on with my life, not to be brought down into a deep depression and rage so bad that I have dreams about killing the three of you and wake up feeling happy that your gone. I don’t need to leave school after being there for five minutes because I know if I stay I’ll jeopardize my career by doing something I’ll regret or I’ll break into tears in front of these girls I HATE. I am >this close